May 2010
15 posts
Gotta get my head straight.
Is my mind always going to be this tangled up mess? Am I always going to be asking questions that obviously have no real answers to them? I need to go back to where I got off track and pick back up. I need to find myself before I find someone else. I REALLY need to learn how to live life by myself. Each day I find myself growing more irritated with the people I surround myself with. I’m not...
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Horror Stories?
Just when I think I’ve seen everything in my days of partying… Last night was … hmm, I don’t even know exactly what words to use. Before you get the wrong impression and think this will just be me bitching, I definitely enjoyed myself and got decently drunk. This is just my awesome story.
After biking from my house to Uptown [6.3 miles], Around Lake Calhoun [5.6 miles],...
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I'm mind fucking myself right now.
Slightly delusional and severely infatuated.
How the hell am I supposed to rebuild my own sanity when I’m letting something like this happen? My heart always gets in the way.
I honestly cannot even write about how I feel publicly. It’s more than I can even explain. Please don’t make assumptions because I can promise they’re not exactly what you’re thinking.
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No feelings allowed
I kind of wish somebody could/would revoke my sense of emotions. Ahhh, that’d be super. Went to Anoka today, need I say more? Soo this boy lives in Des Moines currently, is visiting his parents who live in Anoka, drove from Des Moines to Anoka, then to Minneapolis to get me, then back to Anoka, and then back here again. This is where it get’s poooooooooopy… Anoka was super...
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One of these days...
I’m going to figure everything out. Everything is going to make sense. I just can’t wait until the day my eyes are opened and I see this world as more than a piece of shit.
As for now… I’m going to smoke a bowl, come back and try to figure this tumblr thing out some more, then probably write a lot. I have no idea why I even made one of these. I have 3 other blogging...